The sun seems to rise in the east and set in the west.
My childhood can never be changed.
I am smarter than I should be.
That dogs are better than cats.
I want to have a child…maybe more than one.
I have to see the world before I die.
That rain can make things better.
That too much pizza, is not necessarily a bad thing.
Music makes life better.
Napster will surely be missed.
Life spans of dogs are perfect.
Christmas will never mean to me…what it should.
I want to be a grandmother.
I will always have freckles, and blue eyes.
I been blessed to know the people I know.
I have escaped death on several occasions.
M & M’s can and will melt in your hands.
Acid can be a scary thing.
Independence has its drawbacks.
Marrying for love might work one day.
I love literature.
In hindsight, my parents are sorry for not being there for me.
Persistence does not always make things work.
Rarely do I give up without a good fight.
I miss my grandmothers badly.
I have gotten over my brother’s suicide.
I am not too weak to ask for help.
Eventually I will stop counting the number of people I have slept with……
My cuteness will fade.
I don’t want to die alone.
Trees shed their leaves in fall.
Samhain was the perfect day for my birthday.
Alcohol is a decent escape…on occasion.
Despair is something I should keep to myself.
You can’t get back the sleep you should have gotten yesterday.
Love only happens when you aren’t looking for it.
Massages are well worth the money.
An hour for lunch is too short.

(May 2001)

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